Sunday, July 26, 2009

Blame it on social conditioning. It is deemed okay for women to express their feelings but males are culturally pressured to control their feelings. No matter how many hours you spend gazing at the ocean, no matter how many times you trace the name of your beloved on sandy beaches, no matter how many mountains you climb or meditation sessions you attend or frenzied hours of shopping you embark on, nothing changes when you come back. A loss is a loss is a loss is a loss.

i love sunday papers. Parfait, sumiko tan. you tell it like no one else.

dozing off at 2:35 PM

Don't you just wanna ruffle his hair~~ ahhhhh the joy of watching pottypotty 2 times in a week.. its all because of how i can just flaaaaaaail over my roooon.. yes i tell you, its 'bloody brilliant'. hahahaha!

i've got serious laughing fits in english now. its not so bad with the gorilla when you have me and huiching to tame her yknw.. xD KIDDING. its always been the same. By far i think she and Mr shafee are the most interesting teachers i have this year. Okay finee. remind me to do a report view on every one of my teachers later. whenever. it'll be fun (: mooohahahha.

Shao Wei came back! like finaaally.i was beginning to think she'd quit and i'd be the only 15-year old sane enough to succumb to pierre's nonsense. he's getting crazier every week! *gasps* hahahaha. nolaaah, he's a nice french guy. so anyway, she MIA-ed for two weeks cos she went to Capetown!! that luckyyy womaaaan! i wanna go to south africa someday too youknowww.. its super cool lah. she told me alllll about it. when we were suppose to french about i-phones! :X hahahha.its all volunteer/community work and FUN. it cost her like 4000+ bucks to go there. and that excludes the airline stuffs. OMG laaah. she got to pon sch! get away from this darn old s'pore! had so muchhh fuuun! for THREE WEEKS. how lucky is that! PFFT. i checked out the website. now im tempted to go brazillll.gaaaaaaaah.

busy.busy.busy.my my myyyy im so busy. at least its how i feel like uh. i feel like a box man. all packed up with stuff. like someone's gonna move me anytime. but im too heavy. cos there's too much inside. too much to lift up and put aside. so it all has to stay in there. and i dont know for how long will i be able to withstand its weight. haiyoooooo. LIFE. its my box.

dozing off at 1:13 AM

Saturday, July 18, 2009

im the only one up and alive again. gawwd everyone's sucha weak owl. here i am happily drifting off into my Lalalala-i-love-Arashi world and the house is snorrrring. PFT. i think i can pull all-nighters for O's next year. Hahahahaha. Sureeee uhh.

Okay this week was awesome. idk why wait lemme think. OH YEAH. geograaaaaphy projeccct. it was totally our own version of GAGS JUST FOR LAUGHS. like okay, i need to accommodate to the people around me when i act sooooo. of course the TARD (mich btw) was making me lauuuugh like an asshole. HER FACE IS SO FUNNEH LAH. sumore in the drama we're the two children. Aiyaaa should have made her the MOTHER sehh. she totally suits the role xD so anyway, Maree was totally cute with the loong broowwwn skirt la! she kept lifting it up cos it was super hot 'under there' and mingliang gt hornyyy.HAHAHAHHA no laaaaah it was porn (:
Okay you wanna see the fun stuff, dont miss geog class!! LOL.

i cant help but notice that its getting so much more restless in SS. with that NS guy walking around with half his body pulled up due to idk what stupid reason, he looks like a puppet with loose strings! hahahahhahahaha. e4 and e3 people you should know what i mean. that day he suddenly started blabbering about Sri Lanka to me, giving me updates and stuff. i was like, 'uhh, whaaaat?' so acted like a total idiot just nodding like Noddy while Maree snickered in gleeeeeeee.

speaking of the WOMAN, her laughter is getting more and more and overly grand'e CONTAGIOUS. i cant staaaaand it. its like so auto now caan. she laugh, and it triggers my laughing hormones. which equals to 15 mins of non-stop giggling from the two 'witches'. HAAAAAAAAAAAAH. Shafee you know you love us xD

gotta flock with the birds to msia tmr. gna sew the cloth mummy bought that time into some looovely kebaya. i have to go to make sure it turns out the way i want. hahaha. irritating laaa.i lazy wnna go all the way there. PFFFFFT. but its HOT PINK so i want it to turn out parfait. Ouiiiiiiii~ this equally means im gnna miss Amath with Ms Boh and suffer with the Tan on sunday. GAAAAAAH. tuition and tuition on sundaaay. my weekend is goone mann. ohhh and still got loads of emaaaaaath. roar to the sealions in the north pole luhh.

im in the midst of writing a love letter in french! its so sweeet and bonbon in their language i loove it maaan. okay but its tres difficile tooo D: ohhhwellls, its worth the 30 bucks i pay every week ne.

L'etoile dans le ciel toi les mienne~

dozing off at 12:52 AM

Saturday, July 11, 2009

the lovely gifts from the fangirls~ ohh all the rabu-rabuness~
okay this is some serious porn.
MORE PORRRRN! xD ehh he's so hot can!
HAAH. the idiot who loves my 'beach' station :D
julai! me! dianah! DUH.

i gotta dedicate an extract of my post to the HELPLESS WOMAN-
hey you! hahaha. the thingy is awesooome okay. You me Aiba and Nino are staring at me so intently right now. Thanks for making me wish i could blues-clues into the pic and steal the lollipops uhh ^^ yes i know you love bullying me and yes i know you're awesome in your own helpless way. well whatever it is, i am NOT a nerd and stop scaring me with the Nino-ring picture! GARH. hahahahha. you know i love you. Arigatou ne (:

Now. Amira and Dianah suckk.loooooool.i mean like, okay today the percs had their performnce thingy at toapayoh and i was a 'helper'. thats sounds so cheap right. dont think its free labour ppl cos we were considered treated well for 'maids'. HAHAHA.went earlaaaaay in the morning and spent almost the whole darn day there running ard being stupid, stacking chairs,pasting stuff on walls,laughing at ppl,getting highhh with dikir barat,collecting rubbish.yaddayadda.. watched them rehearse for like 3 times.plus the actual thing again! you tell me fun ahh. hahahhaa.wellll, it was kinda fun actually. for one thing, the famous amos cookies brought glucose back into our cells. so yeaaaaaah.it got kinda high there. Hehehe. Amira can seriously make me laugh until i wanna shit maaan. Hmmmm. went to chill and have so-called dinner with saxes at hp after that.. talked about stuffs and crapped and yaaah. i miss us mann. haisssh. * where is the love?..* HAH.okay random..

ohhhh. i think guna's got real issues with her hair. the previous haircut suited her more lorr..nevertheless she still look like gorilla uhh. i cant stand looking at her sometimes.. thankgod i have Nadiah and Huiching to help me contain myself.. oh and marcus, you rock at reading! XD no kidding.

Pandicine! you're gonna leave on sunday.. go get yourself a nintendo lah! later hibernate for 13 hours.. hahaha! sumore no transit -.- awwwwwwwh.

i think they should just leave MJ alone. for real. go and die lah paparazzi.

Though we gotta speak formal in class, i think Cikgu Juriah's gonna improve my malay. YAYNESS. like finally a mly tcher worth getting tortured by.

C'est plus tard. Je vous aime. wheeeee.

dozing off at 11:43 PM